i.need.sleep.
been deprived of it. the hideous rings are testament to that.
ive been looking for the cam’s usb cable!
but as always, when i want it, its nowhere to be found.
infuriating,dont you think?
GRRRRRRR/
on a lighter note, have been busy all week with reh for our LAST monthly skit!
im not complaining though, i absolutely love rehearsals because we all jus go crazy, like how joe and i can fight with by squat wrestling–HAHA.
CRAZY CATHOLICS TOMORROW;9AM-10PM.
bedtime NOW!
yknw how i stay up in bed thinking, just thinking
random thoughts, mostly abt…flowing through.
i dont want to. i dont mean to. but i cant help it.
will things still be like before? will i look at you the same way i used to? i doubt.
you asked, ‘are you upset?’
honestly,it’d be hard not to be.
it was a big enough blow having to find out
how’d did you think i feel? happy? relieved? oh please.
so, whats left now huh? hah, nothing but sweet, really sweet yet bitter memories. do you still remember how we wanted to go do this and do that and made plans and smiled like little kids eating doughnuts whenever we thought abt it? now, that wasnt too long ago. i can still recall how our last conversation ended…. i was furious. yet as always when i rudely hung up, i still wished you’d call back as always. but this time? it was different.
ha ha dora you sound like a sorry sob.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
hmm, maybe its like how joe said;
everyone has something to hide.
funny how one conversation can make you feel so lightheaded.
leave you feeling like……maybe, everything will be all right.
its a good positive feeling though.
like the sunshine over the rainbow.
unknowingly, you made me feel better(:
goooodgrief!
i was jus doing up my dec planner, and boy is it packedsqueezedcrammed!
there is the last monthly skit for the year, confirmation, combined camp and mission trip!
I NEEED A BREATHER.
or maybe not.
i love the feeling of knowing what i have ahead of me, what there is to accomplish.
makes life so much more fulfilling, doncha think?
this holidays has and will certainly be a special&eventful one(:
thankyou Lord for granting me all these wonderful opportunities!
you know, i think im not quite alright.
i dont dare think about it.
but,
looking back at those picutes,
all the memories came flooding back.
maybe i havent completely gotten over it.
ive been so occupied lately, so busy that the thoughts are kept away.
its hard to forget, to forgo everything.
why, why is it so painful?
so, it wasnt as fabulous as expected.
a wee bit disappointing if you ask me.
the program sucked.
well, besides that. i guess it was fine though e food wasnt as fantastic or worth seventy bucks. but bling and i def had our fill.
me:we’re like e only ones at e table eating so much luh!
bling: im eating out of greediness, u?
me: to make my money worth !
HAHAHA.
OH.i must say, everybody looked their best that night(:
was so exciting to see what everyone else was wearing.
and trying to spot ‘same dress’ people! haha.
PICTURESSS>>>
this was taken at doreen’s hse, before her mummy drove us to marina manderin(:
we went to cineleisure after prom! to catch ‘lions for lambs’
(:
and this is my pretty dude!
andreaaaaaaaaa&liyan!
okay now, post prom pics>>>>>
at hongkong cafe, being total gluttons.
actually, we jus wanted to kill time coz e movie only starts at 1.15am and we were there at bout 12!
the very oily french toast!
no, we didnt finish it. haha
yum!
foood all gone! we were STUFFED.
we slept over doreeeen’s hse! (:
and all we ever did was laze around, eat & sleeep!
watched evan almighty. but i fell asleeep halfway! it wasnt THAT interesting!
and when i woke, i found none of them around in e room!
guess where i found them;
that pig was hungry again luh!
and it was only 2hrs after we ate.HAHAHAH.
they are the love.
i heart sleepovers with them!:D
and you take my breath away.
this is absurd. 
