dont you hate not having the freedom of speech?not being able to fully express yourself?
i have never felt comfortable around you or been able to speak my mind when conversing with you. let alone question you now.
who are you. who are you to speak so harshly about what you dont know?such words used..i’d dare say you have no right, not when you’re clueless. but of course, you’d think otherwise.
im very disturbed and lost.
you cannot imagine how relieved i feel.
the joy, the great joy of knowing that its finally over, i can move on.
i have been exhilarated since ytd,3pm.
and i am still smiling…
all i can say is a Big Thank You to my Saviour, Jesus.
without Him, it wldnt have been possible. im just so thankful he heard my prayers. PRAISE THE LORD!
it didnt matter that i wasnt a single digit scorer or one of the many on the Top Students List, i am just so contented for having done the best i ever had. And the bestest part is your bestfriends did just as well and we can all rejoice together.
i am very proud of 4e! majority did exceptionally well, really glad that we pulled through, together.
God has a plan…for everyone.
i can still remember, how it was like, four years ago when i entered mayflower. the great disappointment and embarrassment.esp since i’d always wished to be an ijgirl.Looking back now?i can only say that im glad i was in mf. Shld i have been anywhere else, i wldnt have met the loveliest friends,the bestest teachers and have done well for O’s! it has been a wonderful journey. God is truly remarkable.
MISS LINDA YEO!
the most animated lit & eng teacher.Thankyou for being sucha darling form tcher(:
Ms Faridah-geography teacher.
gosh you cannot imagine how i hated the sub at first! studying&memorizing was always so tedious, esp for someone as lazy as me. i can still rmb sleeping during her classes! and absolutely crossing out Plate Tectonics & rocks & chemical weathering and whatnots. and how we used to fail our geog tests and all! BUTBUTBUT she never gave up, she nagged&motivated&encouraged. she always had Words of Wisdom to share,to enlighten. Mmm somehow she was more of a pep rally-er. heh. i got my first ever distinction in geog! like, first time kay.after two whole years.im soooo happy i didnt disappoint her!
Mr Ang! Our very sarcastic math tcher.
Thankyou for believing in me.
God knows how horrid i am at math.
i was so terrified for not making it for math…i had wild thoughts of having to go to ite or retaking my O’s la!
of beautiful friendships forged;
okay, those pictures were taken a looooong while back actually, last year Graduation Ceremony!
more, perhaps another day.
Mmm… to those disappointed&upset, i pray that they’ll seek comfort in our Lord.
i love you Jesus!
you’re taken aback.
you werent anticipating this conversation…its been long, so long.
i like how we seem to have forgotten the past, so quickly. honestly?it surprises me how fast we’ve moved on. but its definitely better this way, no more suffocation.
i feel….liberated.
i think its lovely how we talk and laugh and joke and tease now.
such joy to be able to converse so freely, without inhibitions.
dont you wish you could feel this way tooo?
once upon a time when i was too afraid to face up to reality, i thought ignorance was bliss.
now?i think it silly. ignorance is fooolish.
Every little thing that you do,
Jesus im amazed by you.
yknw, i used to look up to You.
i always thought you were someone who commanded respect.
i’d believe that whatever you did, it was for a good cause.
i cant help but be totally disappointed.
NOT be allowed to share? honestly, i think its ridiculous.
totally unreasonable. im feeling so full of angst now.
i was rather eager to relive the experience by sharing,telling of stories.
how else are we supposed to spread the word?live the mission?
it had been a remarkable journey.and its not the end. why disallow us from continuing?
its such an irony…so hypocritical.
yes im here voicing it out because im a coward. i wldnt dare say it right in your face. not that i’d think you stop to listen, after all… who am i?
so i decided to give school a miss today.
was feeling lazy & sch was scheduled to end at THREEE.like, my goodness!
joe was ever so encouraging; he said ‘woo! your first day of skipping school! blog about it dor!’
and so, i am here. typing this as i watch jamie oliver…..
ive been seeing him EVERYDAY since more than a month ago! HAHA.
[notice my scowl…..]
i want to go to the beach! i asked joscelyn and she said i was CRAZY. tskkk! ):
yknw, results will be out sooner than i expected.
im so not prepared.
i remember last year..i witnessed the seniors collecting their results. there was screams of jubilee and some sitting there looking in despair,wishing they could turn back time. maybe even pondering their next step.
the atmosphere was filled with tension.
i.am.so.afraid.
i shall continue to pray…someone once told me, ‘prayer is dynamic.you must have faith’
mission trip o7;manila.
it was wonderful,i miss the place.
i loved how carefree life was back then,there was nothing to worry about.it felt so serene, almost like an escape from where we come from…..
we shared,ate,laughed,worked,perspired,played,joked,smelled and lived together.its beautiful how we forged friendships,all out of love, over the short nine days.
i have absolutely no regrets spending Christmas there.
rich in spirit,rich in love;
thats what they were.
Lord,i pray for my family&friends back in Bagong Silang, may you watch over them always.
Amen.
FAST FORWARDDDDDDDD.
its 13th january.how time flies, my last entry dated eons ago! haha im a terrible&lazy blogger. but then again, life’s so much more than just sitting ard talking to a screen yes?
the last few weeks, have been awesome.
memories. many sweet tasty ones…
im contented. honestly, there’s so many things im so thankful to God for.
only He knows, what goes on with me (:
yesterday;
justina’s 21st fancy hats party!
i love theme parties! (:
RAHHH BACK TO SCH TMRRRRRRR.
this is absurd. 
